The day seemed to drag on as if it had been weeks. Lily had me playing cards and board games with her. I believe it was a way for her to get me to talk. My eating habits slowed down immensely. Every time she brought up the subject of witches I either changed the subject or just got up and walked away. I could not use the bedroom any more to sleep. Its like I was in a daze I could not escape from. I am not sure how many days and or nights I had been sitting on the window seat in the living room while day dreaming of being free. My wolf seemed to be pacing constantly. I missed +Slade Michaels, but I dared not admit to myself or +Lily Donovan. I carried his shirt with me constantly, but his scent was quickly disappearing from the material. With a heavy sigh I pressed my brow against the warm window as my eyes scanned the surrounding through the glass. There had been no sign lately of the male who claimed to be my mate. I knew he was busy, but could not understand why he wasn't here more often if I was so important to him. Once again I was brought out of my depressing thoughts with Lily asking me to come join her for a meal. No thank you I whispered sadly

The day seemed to drag on as if it had been weeks. Lily had me playing cards and board games with her. I believe it was a way for her to get me to talk. My eating habits slowed down immensely. Every time she brought up the subject of witches I either changed the subject or just got up and walked away. I could not use the bedroom any more to sleep. Its like I was in a daze I could not escape from. I am not sure how many days and or nights I had been sitting on the window seat in the living room while day dreaming of being free. My wolf seemed to be pacing constantly. I missed +Slade Michaels, but I dared not admit to myself or +Lily Donovan. I carried his shirt with me constantly, but his scent was quickly disappearing from the material. With a heavy sigh I pressed my brow against the warm window as my eyes scanned the surrounding through the glass. There had been no sign lately of the male who claimed to be my mate. I knew he was busy, but could not understand why he wasn't here more often if I was so important to him. Once again I was brought out of my depressing thoughts with Lily asking me to come join her for a meal. No thank you I whispered sadly

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  1. Jordan McCormick (Dark Protectors)September 7, 2018 at 11:49 AM

    When Slade walked in the door part of me wanted to rush over and hug him until his scent coated me, while another part wanted to curse him out for not taking me home. I was still in jail, just the scenery was prettier. It isn't that I did not like Lily, she pushed my boundaries and of course that made me uncomfortable. I knew it was her job, but it doesn't mean I had to enjoy it. When everyone left +Slade Michaels and I alone in the living room I began to wonder what kind of trick they were trying to play with me this time. I can't believe the male was being such a jerk and telling me I had to eat my dinner before I could enjoy the mouth watering cookies. Damn they smelled so good. I was not a child and huffed because he was treating me like one. I was a grown woman and if I wanted to eat dessert first then I had every right too. When he had gotten up to get his plate of food, I found myself staring at his fine ass. Hmmm I wonder what he would look like naked. Ughh! I had to stop thinking like that around him or I would probably find myself in trouble. I was hoping that the reason for his visit was to say I no longer had to stay locked away. But no! Slade began to tell me about the community searching for a pack member that had been kidnapped by a witch. My stomach began to clench into a tight knot and all I could think about was the dreams that were terrorizing me nightly. When I jumped up away from the male he grabbed a hold of my arm tightly. I tried to tell him I wanted nothing to do with witches, just like I had advised Lily, but I felt as if Slade was not listening to my concerns. Before I could stop myself I blurted out how the witches sadistic voices haunted my dreams. Tears filled the back of my eyes and I shook my head slightly trying to break free from the male. I have to kill! My voice trembled. Lily came rushing out of her room with questions why I had not told her. My hands clasped into fists as my eyes looked down at the floor in defeat. I have these urges. whispering in shame as I admitted I want to fight, to smell the blood, to hear the cries of pain. I like when the crowd cheers me on. I was pathetic and I knew it. More than likely they would decide to give me back to the bears. Never was I ashamed of being a strong killer, but in front of Slade and +Lily Donovan I now felt like a monster

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  2. Lily Donovan (Dark Protectors)September 7, 2018 at 11:50 AM

    I could not believe she kept this from me. I was furious but I had to keep my cool. We will fix this. Walking downstairs I exchanged a look with Slade and frowned. Now I definitely know your head was messed with. It’s a reassurance to keep the captures coming back. Only Beck had you locked up so you could not return to them. Jordan... we need to stop this. It could be very dangerous if you get to vulnerable. If you want this to stop or even try and get better this has to happen. Slade, myself, and even your brother and sister can be there if you want for support. But you need to let my friend help you. Jordan jumped up shaking her head. “I said no fucking way! Don’t you people listen!” “Jordan stop!” Slade was standing behind her. Her body stiffened and she turned to him. “She is right Jordan.” She was shaking her head. “She will hurt me!” No she won’t! Do you honestly think after all this time with me trying to help you I would let someone hurt you?! “She is right, Jordan. Please, just do this. You can come home with me. I’ll buy you dozens of your favorite cookies. Just... please baby.” Slade seemed to be breaking her down. I said nothing and watched him with her.

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  3. Slade Michaels (Dark Protectors)September 7, 2018 at 11:52 AM

    * Jordan's eyes watered and she worried her lip as she thought about what Lily and I was asking her to do. I could tell she wanted to bolt and was barely holding it together. She sighed. * "You'll take me home with you?" * I nodded. * You let Lettie check you out and I'll take you home, I'll buy you all the cookies you want. "Deal! And I don't have to eat my supper like a child to have them." * I chuckled and pulled her into my arms. She stiffened a little but then relaxed and let me hold her. Closing my eyes I breathed in her scent and I could tell she was doing the same. I wanted my mate home, I didn't care if we still had memory issues to deal with, but I had to know she was safe first. Opening my eyes I saw Lettie watching us and I winked at her. She gave me a small smile. I owed her big time for keeping me check and making me do things her way. I stepped back and looked down at Jordan. * Tomorrow morning, I'm meeting with Lettie, her coven, the enforcers and Kaiyo's family. I'm hoping we will be bringing Kaiyo home. As soon as we can, we'll have Lettie come look you over. Hopefully she can take care of these voices you are hearing and maybe even bring your memories back. If not, then I'll just make you fall in love with me all over again. * Jordan smirked. * "You're pretty full of yourself wolf." * I grinned and shrugged. * I did it once, surely I can do it again. * I hugged her again and kissed her on the forehead. * I'll see you soon. Promise. "Do you have to go?" * I hesitated before I answered. I never wanted to leave her, I'd go all caveman on her right now if I knew she wouldn't freak out. I sighed and held her hands in mine. * It's getting late and I need to be my best tomorrow to make sure this rescue mission goes well. You're a fighter Jordan, surely you can understand. * She nodded. * "I do, I'm just more relaxed when you're around." Soon, you won't be able to get rid of me and you'll be begging me to go to work. * She laughed and I kissed her on the forehead, I glanced at Lily who gave me a nod and I walked out the front door. I thought about her all the way home and had to talk myself out of turning around and going back to her several times. Soon, I'd have my mate back home. *

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