~voicemail from Takahiro~ Kimiko, I know you're angry, I understand that but, if you'd give me a chance I'd like to explain it all to you. The Alpha released me this morning. I have pledged myself to him and this pack. I'll be at the rental if you'd like to talk. I...love you, Kim.

~voicemail from Takahiro~ Kimiko, I know you're angry, I understand that but, if you'd give me a chance I'd like to explain it all to you. The Alpha released me this morning. I have pledged myself to him and this pack. I'll be at the rental if you'd like to talk. I...love you, Kim.
* All day, I had avoided listening to that message. Who was I kidding? Half the day since I’d slept half of it away by mistake. I missed seeing Kaiyo off to school and hated myself for it. I texted her “Good luck”, but never got a response. And I had planned on being home when she got back, but here I sat, in some grungy little bar a town over trying to drink my troubles away. * “How about a dance, little lady?” * I looked at the bartender and asked for another drink and then answered the guy without even looking. * No thanks. * The male grabbed my arm, jerking me off the bar stool and pulling me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me. He stank of stale beer and cigarette smoke, it was hard not to gag. * “I say let’s dance and get to know each other.” * I smiled up at him and began to move with him, letting him think he was winning. He relaxed his hold a bit and let me move my arms. I made a big show of feeling his biceps. * Your arms are so big, solid. * I gave them a gentle squeeze. * “You like strong men baby? I could rock your world, make you feel things you haven’t ever felt before.” * I wanted to throw up. I looked up at him and batted my eyes. * I bet you like your females submissive, willing to do whatever you ask. * I could feel him getting excited. * “You want to be my submissive tonight, beautiful. I promise you won’t regret it.” * I purred and tipped my head towards my coat. * Let me get my things and then we can go. * He released me and the minute I got a little space between us I drew my arm back and swung, hitting him as hard as I could in the throat. I felt his larynx crunch on impact. His hands went to his throat as he gasp for air and tried to scream. * I fucking said No thanks, you weak ass bastard. Next time make sure you know who you’re trying to fuck with. * I yelled at him. I grabbed my coat and threw a couple twenties on the bar. The bartender gave me a little nod. * You sure you’re okay to drive?” * I’m fine. * I stepped over the poor male who lay on the floor. I knew he was a shifter and would be fine by morning, so I wasn’t worried about him. The rest of the people in the bar gave me a wide berth as I made my way out the door. I stumbled to my car and took a couple of deep breaths before getting behind the wheel. Turning over the engine the last four words in Takahiro’s message played in my brain. ~I...love you, Kim.~ I tried to will the tears away, but they came anyway. I turned into a blubbering mess and that was something I never did. Show No Weakness, was one of the things they taught me in training, but tonight none of that mattered. Here lately, it seems that was all I knew how to do. I wiped the tears away, successfully wiping half of my makeup off too. I knew I needed to talk to Takahiro, but I wasn’t ready. I knew I had to accept that I lost my biological family because of how evil, greedy and vindictive Senichi is. But then he took, Kaiyo’s mother too. Senichi needed to die. And I wanted to be the one to take him out. It was only a matter of time before he made a move. Finally after calming myself down, I shifted my car into drive and headed home. Trying my hardest to keep my mind off of Takahiro. *
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